streams and traveling plans sounds nice, right? if it'd actually mean the watery streams that is, but unfortunately i'm talking about being dependant on watching streams constantly to keep myself sane, oopsie. i'm leaving the house soonish to go see a friend and visit my cousin, i'm going to be seeing so many people i'm not sure how i'll handle it at this point into my hermiting... i only see one single person every two months (that being my dear bestie), so i'm kind of nervous enough to start losing sleep already, haha. i think it'll probably do me good in the long run. also i wish youtube would stop recommending what happens to your brain when you socially withdraw, i don't want to know!! i really don't know how to make friends anymore, especially art friends (i never did LOL). that's why i really appreciate when people reply to posts or send messages.
anyways, there's been so many good streams lately, they've been my lifeline to be honest. it's nice to have some background noise while you write and draw or do whatever. luxnoc is having the party animals collab soon too, i can't wait... and before that the prism cup, so much going on. i've noticed that my pattern for creating art is recharging for a few days and then going all out, recharge with looking at others' art, keeping doodling to myself and repeat. it's really reassuring to know where to look for filling up your creative cup after pouring everything into a piece, especially since i'm really slow with working. seeing something cool and charming that you want to recreate always fires me up again after being tired.
my wol and saaaani from my journal (i'm obsessed with sonny streams lately help i watched the whole suika stream in one go)